
The Architect of Our Love
Chapter 1
Brooke
The manila folder makes no sound as it lands on the polished obsidian surface of his desk. It’s a whisper of paper against stone, but in the crushing silence of this office, it feels like a gunshot.
Blake doesn’t look up. He holds one finger in the air, a silent command for me to wait, his other hand holding a sleek black phone to his ear. His voice is a low, impatient rumble that vibrates through the thick glass walls overlooking the city.
“No, not a billion. Nine hundred and fifty million, and that’s my final offer. Make it work.” He ends the call without a goodbye, tossing the phone onto its wireless charger. Only then do his eyes, the color of a winter storm, flick up to me. They sweep over my simple gray dress, my bare arms, the flat shoes on my feet, and find me wanting. They always do.
“What is it, Brooke?” he asks. His tone is the one he uses for household staff and incompetent assistants. A flat, bored inquiry that expects a problem he’ll have to solve with money.
“I have something for you,” I say. My voice is steady. I practiced it in the mirror this morning until it was a stranger’s voice, devoid of the tremor that lived in my throat for nine years.
He glances at the folder, a flicker of annoyance crossing his perfect, sculpted features. “If this is for another one of your charities, the foundation handles that. You know the protocol.”
“It’s not for a charity.” I slide the folder another inch toward him. It feels like pushing a continent.
He sighs, a sound of pure exasperation, and finally pulls it closer. He flips open the cover. For a moment, he just stares. The carefully constructed mask of indifference doesn’t shatter. It just freezes, becomes brittle. I watch the muscle in his jaw twitch. Once. Twice.
“What is this?” he says, his voice dangerously quiet.
“They’re divorce papers,” I reply, keeping my hands clasped behind my back so he can’t see my knuckles turning white. “I’ve already signed them.”
A harsh, dry laugh escapes his lips. It’s a terrible sound, completely without humor. “A joke. Is this a joke?”
“Does it look like one?”
He flips through the pages, his movements sharp, angry. He’s scanning for the numbers, for the part where I demand my pound of flesh. It’s the only language he truly understands. He stops on the settlement page, his eyes narrowing as they race across the text. The silence stretches, thick and suffocating.
“There’s nothing here,” he finally says, his voice laced with disbelief. “The asset division. It’s blank.”
“It’s not blank,” I correct him gently. “It says I waive all claims. I don’t want your money, Blake.”
He looks up at me then, truly looks at me, and for the first time in a very long time, I see confusion in his eyes. He is a man who has never been confused a day in his life. He buys answers. He commands solutions. He does not encounter… this.
“What do you want, then?” he demands. “A bigger number? Is this some kind of negotiation tactic? Because it’s pathetic.”
“I want my freedom,” I say. “I want my name back. That’s all.”
He stands up, slamming his hands flat on the desk. The sound echoes in the sterile room. “Nine years. We had an arrangement for nine years, Brooke. An agreement. You don’t just walk in here and tear it up.”
“The agreement is fulfilled,” I say, my calm infuriating him further. I can see it in the tightening of his shoulders, the darkening of his eyes. “You needed a suitable, quiet wife to secure the Harland empire from your grandfather. You have it. Your grandfather is gone. The board is stable. I held up my end of the bargain.”
“And you were compensated for it,” he bites back. “Handsomely. You lived a life most people can only dream of.”
“I lived in a gilded cage,” I whisper, the words slipping out before I can stop them. “And the door was always locked.”
“The door was never locked!” he roars, his voice bouncing off the panoramic windows. “You could have done anything you wanted. Traveled, shopped, redecorated. I never stopped you.”
“I didn’t want to shop, Blake.”
He stares at me, his jaw working. He’s searching for an angle, a weakness he can exploit. He’s looking for the woman he thinks he knows. The quiet, pliable, unremarkable girl he married as a business transaction.
“Is it someone else?” he asks, his voice dropping to a low, accusatory growl. “Did you find some tennis coach or a pathetic artist to screw? Is that what this is?”
The accusation is so predictable, so perfectly Blake, that a real smile, my first in his presence in years, touches my lips. “No, Blake. There is no one else. There hasn’t been for nine years. This is about me.”
The smile seems to unnerve him more than anything else. He sinks back into his chair, running a hand through his dark hair. The formidable Blake Harland, the man who devours companies for breakfast, looks utterly lost.
“I don’t understand,” he says, and the words sound torn from his throat.
“I know,” I say. “That’s the problem, isn’t it? You never did.”
I turn to leave. My heels make small, decisive clicks on the marble floor. Each step is a lifetime away from him.
“Brooke, wait.”
I pause at the door, my hand on the cool metal handle, but I don’t turn around. I can’t. If I see his face again, the resolve I’ve spent months building might crack.
“Don’t do this,” he says. It’s not a command anymore. It’s something else. Something I can’t quite name.
“It’s already done.”
I pull the door open and step into the hallway, leaving him there with the silence and a single manila folder that holds the end of our world. I don’t look back. I walk past his executive assistant, who gawks at me with wide, curious eyes. I walk to the elevator, my posture perfect, my head held high. The doors slide shut, encasing me in brushed steel, and only then do I allow my body to tremble. My knees feel weak, my breath coming in ragged gasps. I press a shaking hand to my mouth to stifle a sob that is nine years overdue.
The freedom is terrifying. It’s a vast, empty sky, and I’ve only just realized I might have wings.
An hour later, I stand in the middle of my new apartment. It’s not really an apartment. It’s a room. A small, third-floor walk-up with floors that creak and a window that looks out onto a brick wall. It smells of dust and old paint and a faint hint of lemon polish from the landlord’s hopeful cleaning.
And it is the most beautiful place I have ever seen.
It’s mine. All of it.
There is no staff. There is no security detail parked out front. There are no priceless, sterile sculptures that I’m afraid to touch. There is just me and one single cardboard box on the floor.
That’s all I took. One box.
I sink to the floor, my legs crossed, and pull the box toward me. The tape shrieks as I peel it back. Inside, nestled in bubble wrap, are the few things that were truly mine. A faded photograph of my parents, smiling on a beach. My mother’s silver locket, tarnished with age. A small, hand-painted ceramic bird my grandmother made me when I was a child.
I set them out one by one on the dusty floorboards. A tiny collection of a life I’d put on hold.
At the very bottom of the box, there is one more thing. A heavy, hardcover book. Its blue cover is frayed, the corners softened from use. I lift it out, its weight familiar and comforting in my hands. The title is embossed in faded gold lettering: *The Modern Architect’s Handbook: Form, Space, and Order*.
I open it to the first page. There, in my own youthful, looping script, is my name. Brooke Sanderson. Not Harland. Sanderson.
My thumb traces the edge of the page, feeling the crispness of the paper. I remember buying this book with the last of my savings after my first year of college. I remember staying up all night, devouring the chapters on structural integrity and spatial theory, my mind lit up with ideas, with plans, with a future I was so certain of.
A future I traded for a loveless contract and a name that never felt like my own.
I hug the book to my chest. The sharp corners dig into my skin. This book isn't just paper and ink. It’s a promise I made to myself a lifetime ago. A promise that got buried under nine years of silent dinners, empty pleasantries, and the chilling indifference of a man who slept beside me but never saw me.
He still doesn’t see me. He thinks the woman who left his office today is weak, pathetic, and impulsive. He thinks I have nothing.
I look around my small, empty room. He’s wrong.
I have everything.
Chapter 2
Blake
The folder is still there. An innocuous rectangle of beige cardboard on a desk that costs more than most cars. It’s an alien object in my world of steel and glass. An insult. I stare at it, expecting it to spontaneously combust. It does not.
My world, which runs on logic, on leverage, on the immutable law that everyone has a price, has just been fractured by a single sheet of paper that says her price is zero.
I should be relieved. A clean break. No messy asset division, no protracted legal battle played out in the tabloids. It’s the most efficient divorce in the history of billionaires. I should be calling my lawyer to celebrate.
My hand rests on my phone, but I don’t pick it up.
The door to my office opens without a knock. Only one person has that privilege.
“I heard a rumor,” Liam Carter says, strolling in and dropping into one of the leather chairs opposite my desk. He doesn’t look at me. He looks at the folder. “That the quiet queen of the Harland castle just abdicated the throne.”
“It’s a stunt,” I say. The words sound hollow even to me.
Liam finally raises his eyes to mine. They’re sharp, missing nothing. It’s why he’s the best COO in the business. It’s why he’s the most irritating best friend. “A stunt? Blake, my assistant told me your assistant said the settlement clause is a single sentence waiving all claims. That’s not a stunt. That’s a declaration of independence.”
“She’s trying to get under my skin. To find a new angle for a bigger number.”
Liam lets out a short, humorless laugh. “A bigger number than what? The blank check you’ve given her for the last nine years? She had access to everything. She could have bankrupted a small country with her black card and you wouldn’t have noticed.”
“So what do you call this?” I demand, gesturing at the folder. “Charity?”
“I call it a woman who is done.” He leans forward, lacing his fingers together. “And what I’m more interested in is you. You look like your dog just died.”
“I don’t have a dog.”
“Exactly. You’re mourning something that wasn’t even real to you. That’s the fascinating part.”
My jaw tightens. “Don’t psychoanalyze me, Liam. It’s a business arrangement that has ended. That’s all.”
“Was it? Nine years is a long time to share a roof with a business partner. Thirty-two hundred and eighty-five days, give or take. You didn’t learn a single thing about her in all that time?”
I say nothing. I think of her quiet presence at breakfast, the rustle of her turning a page in the library. She was like elegant wallpaper. Pleasant, in the background, never demanding attention.
“What’s her favorite movie?” Liam asks, his voice soft, almost conversational.
I stare at him.
“Okay, easier one. Favorite food? Does she like Italian? Mexican? What does she order when you two go out?”
We never went out. Not like that. We attended functions. We were seen at galas. She ate what was placed in front of her, a picture of quiet grace.
“You don’t know, do you?” He shakes his head, a small, sad smile playing on his lips. “You have no idea who you were married to.”
“I knew everything I needed to know,” I snap, the anger rising, hot and fast. It’s a relief. Anger is familiar territory. “She was presentable, she had a good family name, and she was… compliant. She upheld her end of the contract.”
“And now the contract is over and she left without taking her severance package. That doesn’t bother you? That a person you had a deal with just decided the deal, and all the compensation that came with it, was worthless?”
Every word is a precision strike. He’s taking apart my argument, my reality, piece by piece. “People don’t just walk away from a fortune, Liam.”
“She did,” he says simply. “Which means she wasn’t there for the fortune. So what was she there for?”
The question hangs in the air between us, heavy and suffocating. I have no answer. The assumption was always the money. The lifestyle. The security. It was a transaction. I provided a gilded cage, and she… she what? Lived in it. What a fool I’ve been. A colossal fool.
“She’s gone, Blake. She took one box. One. Your security chief told me. One small cardboard box. What do you think was in it?”
I try to picture the contents of our massive home. The art, the furniture, the designer clothes I paid for, the jewelry I had my assistant buy for birthdays and anniversaries. None of it hers. Not really.
“I don’t know,” I admit, and the words feel like swallowing glass.
“There it is,” Liam says softly. “The truth. You bought a wife, but you never bothered to meet the woman.”
He stands up, brushing a piece of lint from his suit jacket. “My advice? Figure out why that’s bothering you so much more than the divorce itself.” He pauses at the door. “And for God’s sake, call your lawyer. You’re still Blake Harland. Act like it.”
He leaves, and the silence he shattered rushes back in to fill the void. It’s a different kind of silence now. It’s heavier. It’s filled with questions I don’t want to answer.
I stand and walk to the window, looking out over the city I own. A kingdom of glass and light. From up here, everything makes sense. The flow of traffic, the grid of the streets, the logic of commerce. Down there, everything has a price, a value, a purpose.
So why does the woman who just left my life feel like the only thing that doesn’t add up?
I run a hand through my hair, my composure, my entire world, feeling as fragile as the glass I’m leaning against. I feel… empty. It’s a foreign, deeply unpleasant sensation. A void has opened up where I didn’t even know something existed.
My phone buzzes on the desk. A sharp, insistent sound. I walk back and glance at the screen. It’s not a call. It’s a notification.
An electronic invitation. Sleek, minimalist design. Black text on a white background.
*You are cordially invited to the opening of the Vance Gallery and the exclusive premiere of ‘Urban Echoes.’*
I scan the details. Tonight. A chic address downtown.
And then I see the host’s name at the bottom, written in an elegant, familiar script.
*Chloe Vance.*
The name hits me like a jolt of electricity, a memory from a different life. College. Before the empire, before the contract marriage, before this sterile office. Chloe. All fire and ambition and passion. The woman I was supposed to marry. The woman I loved, before a stupid fight and a disastrous break sent me spiraling into the arms of a business deal.
She’d left for Paris nine years ago, vowing to conquer the art world. It seems she has. And now she’s back.
The timing is almost poetic. One woman walks out, leaving behind a confusing emptiness. Another walks back in, representing everything that was vibrant and clear and simple.
Suddenly, the void doesn’t feel so vast. It feels like a problem with a solution. A familiar solution.
I don’t need to understand Brooke. I don’t need to figure out the puzzle of a woman who wants nothing.
I just need to forget her.
I tap the ‘Accept’ button on the invitation. Tonight, I’ll go back to the life that was interrupted. I’ll see the woman I should have been with all along. I’ll replace the quiet, unsettling ghost of my wife with the vibrant, living memory of a love I actually understood.
Chapter 3
Brooke
The smell of latex paint is the smell of a new life. It’s clean and chemical, and it fills my lungs as I stretch to roll the last patch of wall near the ceiling. The color is called ‘Whisper White.’ A blank page. The muscle in my shoulder burns with a satisfying ache. It’s a real feeling, not the phantom ache of a life spent waiting.
A sharp, staccato rap on the door makes me jump. I nearly lose my footing on the rickety stepladder. No one knows this address.
“Brooke Sanderson, you open this door this instant or I will cite precedent for justifiable entry by a concerned party!”
The voice is unmistakable. A grin breaks across my face, the first genuine one in days. I climb down, wiping my paint-speckled hands on my jeans, and pull the door open.
Ava Chen stands in the dingy hallway like a supernova. She’s all sharp angles in a tailored black suit, her sleek bob gleaming under the flickering fluorescent light. In one hand, she holds a briefcase. In the other, a bottle of Veuve Clicquot, condensation beading on the iconic yellow label.
“My God, it’s even more depressing than you described,” she says, striding past me and setting the champagne down on a stack of floorboards. Her eyes scan the small room, the drop cloths, the single box of my belongings. “It’s perfect.”
“Ava. How did you even find me?”
She waves a dismissive hand. “Please. I’m a lawyer. Finding a woman who just vaporized a nine-year marriage to a billionaire is a light Tuesday afternoon. I have two plastic cups in my briefcase. Are we drinking to your freedom or am I charging you for this house call?”
I laugh, a real, full-bodied sound that feels foreign in my own chest. “We’re drinking.”
She procures the cups and works the cork out of the bottle with a practiced twist. It exits with a soft, satisfying sigh, not a loud pop. Ava doesn’t do anything ostentatiously.
She pours the golden liquid into the flimsy cups. “A toast,” she says, holding her cup aloft. “To the official, long overdue, not a moment too soon death of Mrs. Blake Harland.”
“And to the resurrection of Brooke Sanderson,” I add, my voice quieter.
We clink the plastic cups together. The champagne is cold and crisp, a shock of luxury in my dusty new world. I take a long swallow.
“So,” Ava says, perching on the edge of my unopened box. “Tell me he went nuclear. Tell me he threw a priceless Ming vase against the wall.”
I shake my head, leaning against the freshly painted wall. “He was just… confused. Like a computer that had been given a command it couldn’t process.”
“The command being ‘no money’?”
“The very one.”
“He’ll assume it’s a tactic. His legal team is probably drafting a counter-offer as we speak. Something obscene. They’ll expect us to meet them in a week.”
“There is no ‘us,’ Ava. And there’s no counter. I told you, I signed everything away.”
Ava takes another sip, her sharp eyes studying my face. “I know. Which is either the most powerful negotiating move I’ve ever seen, or you’ve completely lost your mind. I’m still trying to decide which.” She frowns. “You look… haunted, Brooke. You’re free. The cage is open. Why do you still look like you’re waiting for the warden?”
Her words hit a little too close. The joy of the paint and the champagne suddenly evaporates, leaving a cold dread in its place. I look away from her, toward the window and its view of a brick wall.
“It was never a gilded cage,” I say, the words barely a whisper. “Not really.”
Ava is silent for a moment. When she speaks, her voice is softer, the lawyer stripped away, leaving only my friend. “What does that mean?”
“The door was never locked by him,” I say, turning to face her. My hands start to tremble, so I wrap them around my middle. “It was locked by me. From the inside.”
She slides off the box and takes a step closer. “Brooke, what are you talking about?”
This is it. The moment. I can either swallow the truth back down for another nine years or I can finally let it out. Let it poison the air and maybe, finally, set me free for real.
“There’s a reason he never knew me,” I say, my voice shaking. “I never let him. Because if he ever got too close, he would have seen the truth.”
“The truth about what?”
I take a deep, ragged breath. The words are waiting, lined up like prisoners at the gallows.
“It wasn’t an arrangement, not at the beginning. Not for me. I had… a crush on him. Since college. A stupid, pathetic, lifelong crush.”
Ava blinks. “A crush? On Blake Harland? The man has the emotional range of a granite countertop.”
“I know. But I was twenty-one and stupid.” I start pacing the small space, the words tumbling out faster now. “And he was… devastated. He and Chloe had this massive fight. He thought she was leaving him for good. He came to that little dive bar near campus where I worked. He got obliterated. Just… soul-crushingly drunk.”
I stop pacing and look at her. “I was supposed to call him a cab. I didn’t.”
Understanding dawns in Ava’s eyes, followed by a flicker of dread. “Oh, Brooke. You two…”
“One night. He barely remembered it the next morning. He was so full of shame. And I… I saw my chance. It was my only chance. A few weeks later, I went to him.”
I can’t look at her anymore. I stare at my own feet, at the splatters of white paint on my worn sneakers. “I lied, Ava.”
“Lied about what? The thread count of his sheets?” she asks, trying for levity, but her voice is strained.
“I told him I was pregnant.”
The silence that follows is absolute. The champagne bottle on the box could have tipped over and shattered and neither of us would have flinched. The words just hang there, ugly and undeniable.
Ava lets out a long, slow breath. “Oh, honey. No.”
“His grandfather was putting immense pressure on him to marry. To produce an heir. He hated it, but he hated the idea of a scandal more. So he proposed. A contract. He’d give the child his name and I would get… well, I would get him.”
The shame is a physical thing. It’s a hot flush on my skin, a sickness in my gut. “It was supposed to be easy. I’d just… keep the lie going. But it was a nightmare. Every day, every doctor’s appointment I faked, every time he looked at my still-flat stomach with that cold, resentful obligation.”
“What did you do?” Ava asks, her voice a ghost of a sound.
“A few months in, when it was getting impossible to hide, I staged a miscarriage.” The words taste like ash. “He came home and I was just… crying. I told him it was over. That I lost the baby.”
I finally force myself to look at her. Her face is a mask of shock and a deep, aching pity.
“He was… relieved. I saw it in his eyes. But he was also kind. For the first and only time in our marriage, he was genuinely kind to me. He held my hand. He told me it wasn’t my fault.” My voice breaks on a sob I’ve been holding back for almost a decade. “And that kindness, Ava, that one moment of kindness built on my disgusting lie… it cemented us. After that, how could he leave me? The poor, fragile wife who lost his heir. The fabricated tragedy became the foundation of our entire marriage.”
I sink to the floor, my back against the wall, and finally let the tears fall. They are hot and bitter.
“So you see,” I choke out, wiping my face with the back of my hand. “He thinks he was trapped in a loveless marriage of convenience. But I was the one who was trapped. I was serving a sentence for a crime no one else knew I committed. Every silent dinner, every empty holiday, it was my penance. I deserved it.”
Ava is silent for a long time. Then, she crosses the room in two steps and sinks to the floor in front of me, her expensive suit be damned. She takes my paint-stained hands in hers. Her grip is firm. Grounding.
“No,” she says, her voice fierce with a conviction that I’ve never been able to find for myself. “You were a desperate kid who made a terrible, terrible mistake. And you just served nine years in a prison of your own making.”
She squeezes my hands. “The sentence is over, Brooke. You’re pardoned. It’s time to walk out the gate.”